Stress will make me bald!

I picked this text color since it  expresses my mood today.  I feel uptight and frustrated by alot of little thing.  Do you ever feel impatient one day and the next you are calm as a cucumber?  I know in part it is due to my medical conditions.  But what makes it worse is knowing that it is not the usual way others deal with stress.  However, I believe that dealing with stress is not easy for anyone.  Lately I have been feeling some disappointments which I have experienced this month.  I have tried to get more involved in some of the volunteer work I do.  In one case, I was directed away due to lack of experience.  that i understand.  But on the other hand how do you get experience unless you have a chance to be involved in the area you need the experience!  it reminds of when I was first out of school and looking for a job.  It was the same story. :(  In the second case, a person who was going to resign the position I was interested in changed their mind deciding to stay.  There would be no way that I can compete with that.  In this case I feel really more disappointed.  I know I could have done the what it called for and the person who was going to quit (remember this is a volunteer position), was going to do so because he became angry at a meeting with the township board and walked out.

My usual things to relax have not worked or just not possible earlier.  When I went to do my  yoga the dog thought I wanted to play and was jumping on me.



I tried doing some of my yoga stretches, and the dog decides it means i want to play.  Well I had to put the yoga on hold till later.  Just now I must have hit the wrong key and thought I lost this whole post!  I am so stressed that my neck feel like a board and hurts big time even when I move slightly. :( :(

Balance is not a word in my vocabulary today!  Maybe it will come 2nite.  I am keeping fingers crossed.