Do you know that feeling that when you want something how frustrating it is to have to wait for it. I have been running as a volunteer EMT for about 7 months. I have to be signed off from probabtion before I can be a senior EMT. Basicly it means that I don't have to have another EMT in the back of the ambulance with me to oversee my work.
I am so close. I need to get a couple evaluations and then the ambulance captain will talk to the other officers for feedback on lifting the probation. I am so itchy to stop being the 3rd person. I understand the capain's position and responsibility to ensure that I can do what I need to do. The funny thing is that a couple months ago I thought to myself; "I would be content with being the 3rd person forever." I feel like I have once again swung from one extreme to the other.
I know that things work out for the best in the long run. But it is so darn hard to stay objective about it! Sigh. I really need to learn to be patient. It probably would make life alot easier. :)
Life's experiences are woven over time in our web. Have you ever noticed the perfect balance of the spider's web? A lesson is how to balance dagaz.
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